intro don't believe a word, a word they say. it's more than a t-shirt, it's more than a tattoo, it's more than a phase. this is how i was raised. you keep trying to market this feeling. i heard what you said, and no we're not the same, no we're not the same. you'll never be a part (of what we have), you'll never sing a song (that we love), you'll never get respect, and you cant fool us cause we know what you are. dont believe a word, a word they fucking say! all downhill from here you're hiding something cause it's burning through your eyes, i try to get it out, but all i here from you are lies, and i can tell you were going through the motions, i figured you were acting out your part once again we're playing off emotion, which one of us will burn until the end? catalyst, you insist to pull me down, you contradict the fact that you-- still want me around, and it's all downhill from here and it's all downhill from here your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness, reoccuring episodes with each and every kiss (let's go!) and i can tell you were going through the motions, i figured you were acting out your part once again we're playing off emotion, which one of us will burn until the end? catalyst, you insist to pull me down, you contradict the fact that you-- still want me around, and it's all downhill from here and it's all downhill from here and i can't believe you pulled it off again, i noticed how it all sets in, you'll deny it until you're at your bitter end and i can tell you were going through the motions, i figured you were acting out your part once again we're playing off emotion, which one of us will burn until the end? catalyst, you insist to pull me down, you contradict the fact that you-- still want me around, and it's all downhill from here and it's all downhill from here (chad) and you keep pulling me down pulling me down... pulling me down... you contradict the fact that you-- still want me around, and it's all downhill from here and it's all downhill from here this disaster are you aware of how much you complicate me? and are you aware your words suffocate me and don’t deny you’re talking behind my back to your friends and don’t deny one day you’ll need me need me all my life i’ve been looking for the answers to the questions you never asked and we never planned on this disaster when will i let it go? so incomplete your stare is cold unlike anything i’ve ever seen so incomplete your body is tired and falling apart at the seams i won’t deny i took the part in never wanting you back i don’t deny one day you’ll need me need me all my life i’ve been looking for the answers to the questions you never asked and we never planned on this disaster when will i let it go? all my life i’ve been looking for the answers to the questions you never asked and we never planned on this disaster when will i let it go? if it's tonight please let me know if it's tonight why don’t you let me know? all my life i’ve been looking for the answers to the questions you never asked and we never planned on this disaster when will i let it go? all my life i’ve been looking for the answers to the questions you never asked and we never planned on this disaster when will i let it go? all my life i’ve been looking for the answers to the questions you never asked and we never planned on this disaster when will i let it go? truth of my youth there was a time and place, where i never thought, i'd leave my own hometown, but those days finally, are dead and gone, it was never my intention to stay there, oh no, there was a concious effort played by me, to disown anything i see, there was a girl i knew, way back when, who says she doesnt know me anymore, these are the lies the things you never mention, these are my past mistakes i'll stay away from, these are my thoughts written down on paper, it's my only savior, from not saying what i want to say, these are the thoughts that are on my mind, moments that haven't yet been defined, and i dont know if you could ever understand, these are the things i cant say when were alone. there were countless hours on the telephone, my ears were ringing from the dial tone, there were flashing lights, people staring, there was nothing i could ever do, these are the lies the things you never mention, these are my past mistakes i'll stay away from, this is the truth, the only time you'll here it, i write it down because it seems so hard to say it, these are my thought written down on paper, it's my only savior, from not saying what i want to say, these are the thought that are on my mind, moments that havent yet been defined, and i dont know if you could ever understand, these are the things i cant say when were alone. i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i don't wanna know your eyes were covered in sunglasses when they first met mine i sat there and stared at you (stared at you) you didn't seem to mind the awkward ways we meet first comes heavy breathing staring at the ceiling what will happen next i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i never cared how i dressed before but i cared that night (that night) anticipation ran through my bones and my clothes never fit right i can't wait 'til we meet again first comes heavy breathing staring at the ceiling what will happen next i don't wanna know i don't wanna know framed pictures start to be put on the walls constant visits while i'm out on the road it's hard to leave sometimes but you know where i lay my head at night first comes heavy breathing staring at the ceiling what will happen next i don't wanna know i don't wanna know (i don't wanna know) first comes heavy breathing (first comes heavy breathing) staring at the ceiling (staring at the ceiling) what will happen next i don't wanna know i don't wanna know your biggest mistake what do you think inside your head? (i wanna know) so you think that this could end up? (breaking you) your life is a timebomb set to explode you talk out your ass and everyone knows for once you should listen or care what i think or i'll be gone before you can blink everyone's told you over and over again your making the biggest mistake of your life everyone's told you everyone you left behind you're making the biggest mistake of your life everyone knows that your afraid of (missing out) and i know that it's hard for you to (swallow down) a world you created set to explode you lie through your teeth and everyone knows for once you should take what i'm willing to give or you'll stay stuck in the web that your trapped in everyone's told you over and over again you're making the biggest mistake of your life everyone's told you everyone you left behind you're making the biggest mistake of your life its a shame (what a shame) you should take (you take) and i know its not an easy one to make you should trust the ones that are closest to you (you, you, you...) everyone's told you over and over again you're making the biggest mistake of your life everyone's told you everyone you left behind you're making the biggest mistake of your life you've made the biggest mistake of your life doubt full this letter explains everything the content it is the truth each word could cut like daggers if i decide to finally give it to you i've rewrote and rechecked a thousand times licked it shut and said my goodbyes the lines are perfectly written to break wide open this conclusion and it feels like i've already been there sounds like i'm preaching the choir if it looks like it wont work out i'm the one, one full of doubt i know that time won't change a thing if we're all moving in slow motion it's hard to catch up when the world is weighing you down and it feels like i've already been there sounds like i'm preaching the choir if it looks like it wont work out i'm the one it feels like i've already been there sounds like im preaching the choir if it looks like it wont work out i'm the one, one full of doubt i'm confused don't know what i should do now you could lose everything close to you tell me how does this feel well, it feels like i've already been there sounds like im preaching the choir if it looks like it wont work out i'm the one... yea and it feels like i've already been there sounds like im preaching the choir if it looks like it wont work out i'm the one, the one full of doubt failure's not flattering what's your problem can't you see it? and you go and blow it like everyone knows you will don't leave this rock unturned cause you could like what you find a sure shot hit with your name attached to it will you keep me in mind i will cast the first stone or leave the first mark but i will leave a lasting impression you beleive what you want and you said what's been said and i do hope you learn a lesson i do hope you learn a lesson what's your problem? can't you see it and you go and blow it like everyone knows you will don't look too hard for what you want cause it could be on the tip of your tongue you're holding back like there's nothing left to it could this be a false alarm? i will cast the first stone or leave the first mark but i will leave a lasting impression you beleive what you want and you said what's been said and i do hope you learn a lesson i do hope you learn a lesson what's your problem can't you see it and you go and blow it like everyone knows you will why don't you get it together now failure's not flattering when will you show yourself? when will you show yourself? i do hope you learn a lesson (ah...) you'll never learn your lesson what's your problem can't you see it and you go and blow it like everyone knows you will what's your problem can't you see it and you go and blow it like everyone knows you will over the head, below the knees you must not have a heart have nothing in your chest to let it go for so long and let this go so far that it goes over your head you could fool anyone with your plastic smile and you could live in your lie for only a while and i could only take so much and i admit this could be worse but it goes over your head what does she have? can you let go? can you tell me what i am aching to know? what does she have? can you let go? can you tell me what i am aching to know? you could ruin any mood just by saying what's on your mind you could only tame his body never tame his mind and i can only take so much and i admit this could be worse but it goes over your head what does she have? can you let go? can you tell me what i am aching to know? what does she have? can you let go? can you tell me what i am aching to know? (what i am aching to know) if i'm reaching in you're not letting it show cause i'm respect and there's no room to grow sea deep, can't breath and you can't find the air it's right in front of you but it goes over your head (over your head, over your head) what does she have? can you let go? can you tell me what i am aching to know? what does she have? can you let go? (can you let go?) can you tell me what i am aching to know? what i am aching to know can you tell me what i am aching to know you must not have a heart have nothing in your chest ending in tragedy i tried to save us but little did i know you are a speeding train off track with little time to go i tried everything tried so hard to let you know but now i'm on my last thread pulling away to no avail yeah, now it's our time yeah, now it's our time and i'll see you on the otherside beneath all your skin there's another side to you you built up city walls so i never get through you built up city walls so i never get through yeah, now it's our time yeah, now it's our time and i'll see you on the otherside why would i take it too far? with not thinking about the end at all if a fortune could say what the future will bring, then i'm not convinced, it's ending in tragedy and most of all it's in my control to end it all now it's our time yeah, now it's our time and i'll see you on the otherside now it's our time yeah, now it's our time and i'll see you on the other side at least i'm known for something i'm in and out of conversation it's hard to keep my attention locked down (locked down) so don't take offence to anything i say i tried so hard to keep you coming back my way but you don't know that and i'm the one to blame for it cause i'm best known for failure best known for giving up there's nothing that i can say that can matter that can matter enough (hey) cause i'm best known for failure (hey) best known for giving up (hey) there's nothing that i can say that can matter that can matter enough i've figured out my situation i am an endless source of useless information (useless information) give me bad news could this already been expected? i let my front down and i know i will regret it but you don't know that and i'm the one to blame for it cause i'm best known for failure best known for giving up there's nothing that i can say that can matter that can matter enough (hey) cause i'm best known for failure (hey) best known for giving up (hey) there's nothing that i can say that can matter that can matter enough let's get down to business now i'm saving myself the trouble in the end so let's get down to business now i'm saving myself the trouble in the end (saving myself the trouble) but you don't know that and i'm the one to blame for it (hey) cause i'm best known for failure (hey) best known for giving up (hey) there's nothing that i can say that can matter i'm the one to blame for this yes i'm the one to blame best known for failure best known for giving up there's nothing i can say that can matter that can matter enough i'd kill to fall asleep eyes open i'm wide-awake i feel i'm in a coma state i lay here on my back and watch the fan turn conversations cross my mind but not that of the speaking kind t.v. images repeat their one line back and forth i toss and turn it feels like strings are holding up my eyes i'd kill to fall asleep i'm putting up a losing fight i'll never see this end tonight the thought of just one dream, it consumes me numbers on the clock turn back my pills are having no effect the beating of my heart keeps time going back and forth i toss and turn it feels like strings are holding up my eyes i'd kill to fall asleep they say that when you sleep, your body's at rest i wouldn't know what sleep felt like if i tried my best if polaroids and memories can fade away so can i.... i'd kill to fall asleep no news is good news all along, we follow blindly, force-fed prime time, preview nightly, why would anybody leave the safety of their home? i wonder why, i wonder why, only disasters flood the headlines, other people’s misery, are up for the next three hours, commercial free. and i can’t take much more of this, we’re all so wrapped up, in it, nothing will change, but the channels, so i turn it off. i see billboards on the horizon, i can’t imagine what they’ll tell me, what to wear, what to drink, where to eat, it’s so easy not to think for yourself anymore, so naive, you don’t do anything anymore. and i can’t take much more of this, we’re all so wrapped up, in it, nothing will change, but the channel, and no, i can’t take much more of this, we’re all so wrapped up, in it, nothing will change, but the channel... we all give in, we all complain, we sit and wait, for things to change, worrying, worrying. all along, we follow blindly, all along, we follow blindly. and i can’t take much more of this, we’re all so wrapped up, in it, nothing will change, but the channel, and no, i can’t take much more of this, we’re all so wrapped up, in it, nothing will change, but the channels, so i turn it off... turn it off... radio adelaide you'll never see a straight face from me i've got a problem showing emotion and sucking up my guts you'll never get an answer from me i always keep it stuck in my head a million words i could have said you say you're so overwhelmed with grief and it's because of me don't you say you know, i heard you said you know don't you say you know anything about me don't you say you know, i heard you said you know don't you say you know anything about me i'll never show you my frustrations i'll act accordingly to hold it back i find it hard to just relax please disreguard my opinion i try to only give it when i'm asked helps to get it off my chest you say you're so overwhelmed with grief and it's because of me so, don't you say you know, i heard you said you know don't you say you know anything about me don't you say you know, i heard you said you know don't you say you know anything about me the point has been right in front of you, in plain view the past does not only repeat, it haunts you i can't get the words you say, out of my head out of my head don't you say, you know i heard you said you know don't you say, you know anything about me don't you say, you know i heard you said you know don't you say, you know anything about me constant static yeah, i'm on the verge of something good it's been up my sleeve this whole time waiting yeah, i'm not the condescending type i'm just a boy turned man completely over night i can't relate to your constant static your lack of remorse is cause for panic no, i can't relate, i never did the worst thing was when i let you in let you in yeah, you might not take a second look it's just a game we play and we all hesitate yeah, my outlook isn't good but at least i can say i wake up happy everyday everyday i can't relate to your constant static your lack of remorse is cause for panic no, i can't relate, i never did the worst thing was when i let you in i let you in oh, oh i let you in this is a bad translation of dictionaries i keep in my head i live my life in cycles and rough sketches that i keep hidden and locked away i can't relate to your constant static your lack of remorse is cause for panic no, i can't relate, i never did the worst thing was when i let you in let you in no, i can't relate to your constant static i was on the verge of something good but then i let you in let you in i let you in who am i don't say it'll stay this way forever i'm afloat in the ocean trying not to sink i'm a crack in the asphalt you walk by on the street i'm a falling star you'll never see the lash in your eye, the i in "team" so who am i? don't say it'll stay this way forever don't say it'll stay this way forever i'm the lesson you'll never learn the sickness that was never your concern i'm the big surprise at the end of the night the bridge in the gap, the corner of your mind so who am i? don't say it'll stay this way forever don't say it'll stay this way forever don't say it'll stay this way forever (you dont know, you dont dont, you never know) don't say it'll stay this way forever (you dont know, you dont dont, you never know) i'm holding on yes i am careful what i wish for i am the knot in your stomach the phlegm in the your throat the message saying you're not home don't say it'll stay this way forever (you dont know, you dont dont, you never know) don't say it'll stay this way forever (you dont know, you dont dont, you never know) i'm afloat in the ocean trying not to sink whiskey rose yes i got your address from a friend it was a matter of life and death something i needed off my chest so can we meet tonight but i don't wanna fight don't wanna leave til we're alright remembering everything that was said remembering it went right straight to my head then there's regret that we don't have but it comes down to saying it no you don't have the minute to spare no you don't think we need to repair all those things that we are missing cause you know there's something missing no you don't have the minute to spare no you don't think we need to repair all those things that we are missing cause you know there's something missing i sit and watch the clock on the wall as it counts down the end of my life it leaves a bad taste in my mouth like sending letters with no reply but i don't wanna fight don't wanna leave til we're alright remembering everything that was said remembering it went right straight to my head then there's regret that we don't have and it's your voice that i don't hear and it's the life we could have had but it comes down to saying it no you don't have the minute to spare no you don't think we need to repair all those things that we are missing cause you know there's something missing no you don't have the minute to spare no you don't think we need to repair all those things that are missing cause you know there's something missing know there's something missing i am the culprit in all of this i deserve this blunt so be honest i'm ready to take back everything i said it was all just in my head it was all just in my head no you don't have the minute to spare no you don't think we need to repair all those things we are missing cause you know there's something missing no you don't have the minute to spare no you don't think we need to repair all those things we are missing cause you know there's something missing know there's something missing